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immerse me in grace
flood me with love
teach me to live
and open my eyes to see
for I am blind
you!! I wish to see
so let your faith be my eyes
if I must see to believe
Blanket me in forgiveness
and worm me with life
breathe the spirit into my chest
and teach me to forgive the rest
show me you heart in full
that I may love the world the same
For I will share this love with the world
and they shall all praise your name
Purpose…..
Isn’t it the most saught after and amazing thing. Your purpose. the purpose of poverty and riches. The purpose we have in God’s plan. what is your purpose? what holds you from finding and following that purpose?
I couldn’t help but answer these questions for myself. And as I looked up for help he showed me some things to help put it all together and in perspective
As a christian you have taken God into your heart and expressed your love for Christ and thanks for taking the ultimate sacrifice for Mankind. So if God now lives in your heart for all to see it makes sense to me that there is a part of our fleshy selves that is Holy. It is not holy because of this world or because we are special. It is holy because It is occupied by the spirit of God in response to our Heavenly choice 
Now just imagine the changes that happen in lives like Healing and addictions ending and Families being reunited just by the Glory of God being in our Hearts. Now Imagine if you opened your heart letting God spill out into your chest and consume your body. Everything living in you would be in perfect harmony with God. this thought alone gives me goosebumps. Now we will never be holy, only God can be that. But look my friends at the difference in the world that we could make if God ruled over our lives, Not just knowing what we desire with God but giving us the power to do everything within his will. Even if we choose to intercede with good reason on someones behalf inflicting change in God’s plan. Although this seems like a weekness in the eyes of those who battle to oppress God’s people it is truly his great strength. He is a loving God who listens and does everything for our good. So you tell me why it wouldn’t make perfect sense to change his original plan to another that is of good purpose because it is good for his beloved people.
Our biggest block from Heaven and living that blessed life is Sin. Sin is the name given to everything that is not of God. It is true that Adultery and murder and lieing are all sins worthy of the punishment of eternal damnation. So that being said we have allot to repent for. Christ Died on the cross as payment for all sin. But what does it mean if we just don’t care and say sorry once then enjoy heaven after a lifetime of Sin and tyranny.
For those of you who have children I ask you to think back to when they had toys. If those toys ever broke your children cried and ran to you. Sometimes they walked with there heads down but you knew if they were running screaming to you that they were hurt. They would bring that broken toy to you to be fixed, and being a gracious and loving parent you would fix it with all you had. That child was eternally grateful. Now we are Children of God and we are broken. God wants nothing more than for us to run to Daddy with our problems and our broken parts asking for him to fix it. But I see us do something else…..
We run away. we run from God and we hide in our sin. if we want out of Sin we battle sin. Now just think of the term “Battling Addictions”. This phrase is powerful. all that it implies and all that it is certainly couldn’t be a block from finding healing. or could it? You see the scriptures continually refer to us as weak and God as strong, and with God we are strong. So why do we continue to try and fight alone. Sometimes we even ask God for help then refuse to receive it. It seems so simple sometimes but I would like you to picture this with me:
You are a child of God in this world. In this world you battle sin. That sin you battle each and every day destroys you and you end up on your knees in pile of tears pouring your heart to God begging for salvation. I challenge you: Stand up, Get up and run to God. and don’t try to leave your sin’s behind you. Take them with you. There are sin’s in all of our lives that have attached themselves to us and our time spent at church and praying will not release us from them. Alcoholics have been healed in Evangel without prayer, Children in India are healed by thought and love alone. Why? How is this Possible?
God, God, God. Like we say at Evangel “It’s a God thing” come on……
If Sin and things not of God cannot live in his presence then I say let your sin’s hold you as you run into the Kingdom seeking God. The closer you get to God and the better you know his name the more he will envelope you in his love and Grace. The Pain The sin The hate The torture of the sin in your life will be left with no choice but to run screaming from the lord as any spineless demon will. God is perfect and holy so by default any touch from him will send anything that is not of God screaming in terror. Not just scared and crying as you were but In complete horror for the Glory of God is true power.
Now remember that purpose thing? If you are with God and close to God and have a relationship with God you can Bet that any purpose that he has, or will have, will be revealed. And with the absence of sin and the ever open invitation of forgiveness and love that purpose will be undeniable and nothing will stop God’s plan for you from coming to fruition
I put it to you my friends RUN…. Run to God and bring your broken parts and Sin to your father and he will be gracious and loving and in keeping his promises he will heal you, he will Vanquish sin, he will be your Father, and he will Love you. Run to him Friends. Run to the light and profess your love to your father and watch this world be lifted up to the Glorious God in Heaven above. Rise up and know you’re God
A voice from Heaven
Next to the face of God
we all fight to hear
and we yearn to see
the of the blessing in the form of a gift, it could be just the power we need to feel that heavenly lift
We are taken away on a journey
not just for you and me
but for the glory of God
so sell your house leave your car, pack your heart and fly
Fly into the sunset floating on clouds of white
sailing through the sea of tears and landing on heavens shore
To arrive seeing jesus at the dock
arms stretched wide inviting you in all your glory
taking you from the world and delivering you from pain
showing you true joy and the power of his name
HOW
there is an unconditional love
there is grace from God above
and there is a realization that in everything God put on this earth there is a beauty and a Joy
So love all those you see and pray for those who are still of this world
and when you look to your Lord above never forget the stone he took from the bottom of the river in your life
Thank him with all your heart and live your life to glorify him in this world and you will surely gain access to the heavens above
As I sit here feeling my heart for God blast away, there is so much more to say. So sit with me brother, Love on your sisters, feel ya boys and don’t you dare get it twisted. This is reality, and we need him!! for when love is unadultorated…..
This is Freedom
Are you lost.
I am.
I am lost. I have made some wrong decisions. hmmm mistakes? nope. It was me and I messed up. I knew it. what do I do now. I know that my God forgives me if I just ask. But he knows my heart and I cant seem to get my heart to change. I have little moments of glory that I give to God and I think of God then I change my mind.
How do I not devote my every thought to him. Was healing not enough? is Love not enough? is my son not enough?
what is the matter with me?
I dont think there is really anything the matter with me but I do think that there is somthing the matter with the way that we have let our society roam. I certainly do not want to blame society in whole. But just think, if our society wasnt so twisted and constrewed our minds would be so different. we would be more available spiritually and mentally and even physically because we would respect our bodies our women and our kids that much more.
Lost? My God am I lost and may you help me find you again. I picture you standing on the side of my lifes stage holding your arms open wide with a smile that is filled with hurt for the life I live. You want me so badly to embrace you and love you and trust your ways but I dont. I think I do and if the faith of a mustard seed can move mountains then my faith must be a particle of dust. I cannot change my heart fully and completely but my soul is yours. I wish that I could take that next step. Everytime I think I have it given I have it taken away. everytime I think I have given myself I find I have not. I fight the vary thing that rules my world. And I knowingly commit blasfemy and I knowingly commit adultry of the mind body and soul. My God may I gain the strength and the intestinal fortitude to live by you. May you be my guiding light. I know that you will always be there and it is my free will that makes these choices that give me to sin. My God I wish that I could just be for you. I wish I could just listen to you. I wish my sinful nature would cease to exist and give light to Grace and love from the heavens above. Pride stay away love rule my day.
So please Lord be my guiding light and be my star. I leave you dear God and im a lost sheep in your Garden. The snake may chase my tail but I yearn for your warmth and comfort. May your staff and your Rod comfort me and show me the way. I know that I stray but May you correct my path. I thank you for the Life I have and beg your forgiveness. I Love you dear father in the heavens above. I pray that my stubborn Heart will be full of you and with you this day.
Hmmm Bust week again. God is giving me so much more intense feelings lately on things that I am battling. Anxiety is something that I did not know except when I was in fear of someone at work or in my personal life. It also came along with any drugs that I did. (not a druggy but I lived a life). So why is it that we seem to do the things that cause this. hmmmm
To be honest Ive been giving my hearts and emotions so much more to GOD and feeling like im to take them back everytime. I dont know how to explain it other than being and Indian Giver. old term.
I have dedicated myself to helping and being there for people in my world and anywhere on the vast expanse of the Web. I share my personal and spiritual life rate here. It is not easy sometimes and i feel as though I must have this perfect subject or reason for writing here. I sure dont need any of the above. I just need to feel the need to let people know what is on my heart and mind and GOD will show up. Id like to share a GOD moment.
I found that I was an intercessor sometime in the winter. I was praying for people and miracles were happening. I wasn’t always the only person that was praying but I know that my prayors were important just the same for the push that was on my heart and the washing of the spirit was certainly unmistakable. I Prayed for a friends Family and there Grandfather, I did not know the man. Well in that time I was praying this man came off his death bed and starting eating and drinking and came back to life. It is amazing how GOD works. It is almost like this was an opportunity not only for him but also for me to become stronger in Faith. I prayed that GOD’s will would be done for this man.
So fast forward past the family finding out and me finding out just how much prayor had done for them and go to me finally being able to meet this man. When God knew in my heart that I was learning the lessons that I needed to learn he allowed for the time and situation of me meeting this man. We hit it off amazingly. This man had years and perk and so much to give. I know that the family has had a hard time with multiple heartattacks and other medical issues. Im sure this man wasn’t always easy to deal with either My own grandfather who had a simillar life was much of the same.
After a wonderful lunch with him and his beautiful granddaughters and daughter in-law we went outside the restaurant. He told me that he was vary happy to have met me and that he would really like to see me again. I agreed and felt the same. I got a little of the heart flutters as I knew this made GOD happy. The Daughter in-law then proceeded to tell him that when he was on his death bed that I was the young man they had said was praying for him and ultimately led to an extended life. He was vary thankful and happy not only that he did but that I was there meeting him. Im sure he knew that it was set up by that point. I honestly didnt expect possitive being that this man was not saved. but he is a good man and regardless of faith was happy that someone he didnt know cared enough to practice there faith and it saved him.
So I was happy with this luncheon and the result of it and went on my merry little way. I got a couple blocks down the road and GOD hit me with his happiness for this day. I started bawling my eyes out and could hardly breath I was so happy and excited. I pulled into canadian tire and calmed down and reflected on the situation.
(step back) the day before I was taking some tractor tires out to kings valley when i hit a wrong button at a wrong time on the picker with my head in the wrong spot and woke up five feet from the truck with a concussion and a chip in my glasses. thank god the 1/2inch space of my glasses was what was hit by the picker jumping out of its cradle or I would have been split wide open with a broken skull. so a concussion insude that made me sleep from 430 that afternoon to the next morning before church. Because of this concussion I turned down a Job at work that would have kept me from going to church and ultimately lunch with this new friend (church was amazing in itself)
So now I go into Canadian Tire and get some stuff for hunting. I am on my way out and am washed with the realization that my crying and washing with the spirit had healed my concussion. seriously I had no headache and no more symptoms of the concussion at all. I was healed for the first time in my life. It was prayed for that morning by me and by another friend. but was given when I was sensitive to the word of the Lord and made him smile and bless me with this gift. what an amazing day. I am excited for the opportunity to discuss faith with my new friend and have another lunch date with him and his beautiful family
Praise you dear God Bless you I love you and thank you for my gift youve given. I ask that you never silence your voice and that I shall always be well enough of mind and spirit to do your bidding
Well this might be deep for some people but I took good from it.
I turned toward the highway coming off 89th avenue and was looking around at the cars and the houses, when out of nowhere God sent me a picture of all of that, post apocalyptic. I was shocked because he put a heaviness on my heart that rocked my world. I immediately asked him what he wanted me to see or learn from such a horrific Picture. He impressed on me that everything that I love and cherish could be taken away in a heartbeat. I could wake up tomorrow and the world that I know could be gone.
Now I got to thinking about who I would have wanted to say hello to before it happened. I talk to my family often and friends when we all have a chance. But the thought of missing my grandpa Mackay before he passed came to mind. So I call my Grandma Bobroski. Grandma Shirley is the bomb. She is totally bad to the bone but a loving woman just the same. She is tonnes of fun and studies with Jehovah’s just because they are the only way that God is coming to her. We talked about Idle stuff for a few minutes then I told her with a little uneasy comfort at first about my new job. She was impressed with the fact that I was following God and was getting a little religious on everyone. She talked with me about it and it turns out that she has the same veiws as me about it. I loved it. That conversation was one of the most uplifting conversations that Ive had in a while. I love grandma and she rocks and I know that God loves her too.
I would like to remind anyone that reads this that life is short and hard. God wants it to be as stressfree as possible so relax pay off some debt learn to relax and love and all lifes desires that are in line with Gods great plan for us, and gods great will shall be fullfilled.
I keep wanting to impress on you how much pain I felt that day out of the Love God has for our world. However I wouldnt want to burden you with that. What I do want you to do for God is to love others, and remember the more of us that Love eachother the better that the world will be and I tell you the truth more people will change their ways than you could have ever fathumed. Just remember if you think that you can change 1 persons life then God knows that you can change the world. That is how infinately more powerful God knows we are than we think we are. So remember Gods plan is huge for each one of us we just have to choose to listen. And we were put on this world to Love one another and the world in wich we live. So just as you use a fishnet to catch fish use the temple of Christ that is you to Love as Christ Loved and have Grace as the father did. Then as the Judgment is set into place you will rest easy knowing that although your temple will be reused in this world your soul will Experience the true fullness of Our God for eternity.
God bless.
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This is my thought today. Why?. I feel so good about my faith sometimes. And especially sundays. Im not a one day a week christian but I certainly feel the Joy and strength that this day offers. I still do things that are against Gods plan and against the teachings of christ. It seems so much that I just cant help it. I am never sattisfied and im never happy. What is a guy supposed to do?. ? I guess I could just get some sleep but there is so much that I want to do and that I want to get done that I would feel bad for not doing it. Sound like I have set a high bar? yup sure did. Now I will work to reach it. I do know that trying to control my mind now that I am exercising it again is going to be hard. Not impossible but hard.
I know that there are some people that are happy and content with just beleiving and loving God. And there are some people that are never happy or content with the amount of time and energy they give to God. and then there is me. I am torn, I have lived a life where you work as much as you can while the work is there and then you relax (whatever way you think is relaxing) Then you work your tail off again. I am slowly Getting to a place where I can work my tail of and serve God at the same time and I am searching for the answers on how to do that.
Well if I were to ask for prayor it would be so that I would continue to remain strong and remain in love with the lord. So my friends please……. Pray for me for I have sinned.
Well it’s Saturday and im at the shop. im getting ready for breakfast with a friends and just had the thought of the Day.
In Love and lost alone.
You see I’m in love with the Idea that God has a woman in mind for me. It is amazing to see that he is working on me to get to a place where I will be the right man for her. Fact is that im still lonely. The enemy is extremly proficiant in this part of my life. I am a lover of all and love to love all. The world knows this and so does God. It is something that I knowingly take the wrong path in every so often. And hey lets be honest how hard is it to stay away from? its not easy. Just go on the internet and there is so many options to download that crap into your brain.
Ok before I go to far down that avenue Lets get something clear. I know that I am a weak man. I also know I am blind. I also know that I have a hard time not using my supreme weekness in this area as an excuse for my behavior. It’s disgusting really. simply because I cant date for fun or just cause im lonely. I hold women to a Higher standard than myself and im untrusting.
EEEEEK sounds horrible. but why is that. that seems to be the norm. Why cant I just be happy with that? Ill tell you why. Because GOD has a greater plan than that. the moment that I become OK with just being is the moment that I have stopped listening to Gods word and I have let the Devil have access to my soul. He will take your entire life to hit you with small things that will destroy your heart and soul and steal for our GOD. what would you rather be lied to and share your life, or be Loved and give it? I choose Love I choose God I choose the Light
Devil be gone from your ways, you hold no power in my life, I tell you the truth even though you sneak into my world in your cunning lieing ways I cast you out and you hold no power over me. In Gods name I cast you back to the shadows in the pits of Hell
Praise God almighty, our Elohim, Jehova, Giver and lover of life, Creator of all that is. I thank you for your love Grace and Joy
Amen
Hmmm Bless the lord. I sit in my house and remember my day. The feeling of amazement and Joy leaving work today was unimaginable. Not because I was happy to leave for home, or that I was excited to go get my son. Although these things are exciting, it was the fact that I am happy in a place that God has intended for me and I surrendered to his word. Not everyone I work with is a beleiver in christ but I am certainly comfortable talking about God there.
I Just read a friends Blog and I was struck yet again with a major truth in my world. I relied on me for many years. I relied on me to provide for my son and clean my house and take care of life. There was the odd time that someone would help and I was honestly ashamed for myself because I had taken help when I thought that I should have been strong enough on my own. What nonsense. Since I put my life into the hands of God I saw a change. It was hard at first and I learnt some lessons about people and the way that God uses them for all of our good. Theres and my own.
I thought of a situation today…..
If you fell 1000 feet what would you want to land on. I would imagine all kinds of things. Feathers, a pillow, water, an air machine blowing air up in the air so you didnt hit the ground. But the enemy came into each thought as the feathers were full of large cartilledge and cut me. or they became soaked with water and were hard in a pile. the pillow was stiff. the water shallow and the machine turned off.
where would you want to land.
In GOD’s Hands of course. For God would not will hurt on any who beleive. There would be no feathers to spit out or water to dry off or machine to turn on. Just gods hands stopping our bodies with love never harming our shocking our system.
And how blessed is he who is saved by God. How much more blessed is he to truly be touched by the Hand of God. And furthermore what truth could that man or woman teach to the world to be simply touched by God. Just think Jesus was the son of God and look how he transformed the world in his short time here. So how much Good and how much healing and how much true love could be spread by someone who has been saved by the litteral touch of God.
Oh the wonderment of the mind. The Joy of free will and the sweetness of truth and our Heavenly Father.
May you all be touched by the hand of God and may your souls be saved giving you the faith of a child so you may not only gain entrance into heaven on your Judgement day but you may also spread the good word of the kingdom while you enjoy the Grace of Gods great earth
Amen and God bless
April 3, 2012
Ardy
